Episodes

Deconstructing 'God' vs 'Christianity / Catholicism'
Feb. 23, 2026

Deconstructing 'God' vs 'Christianity / Catholicism'

Episode 165 Have you ever wondered why some people deconstruct not only their religion but also their entire faith in God, while others deconstruct aspects of organised religion yet retain a relationship with the divine or even with the Christian God? In this episode, I explore the distinction betw…
How Moral Injury Can Lead to Deconstruction
Feb. 9, 2026

How Moral Injury Can Lead to Deconstruction

Episode 164 In this episode, I talk about how moral injury can be connected to or trigger deconstruction. This is a topic that has been deeply significant in my own journey of interior integration and healing. Moral injury is the damage done to one's conscience or moral compass when we perpetrate, …
Why It's So Hard to Explain Deconstruction
Jan. 26, 2026

Why It's So Hard to Explain Deconstruction

Episode 163 In this episode, I dive into one of the most challenging aspects of deconstruction: trying to explain it to others who haven't experienced it themselves. I respond to a thoughtful question from a follower about how to remain committed to the church while being honest about its limitatio…
Deconstruction: A Trauma-Informed, Integrative and First-Hand Perspective
Jan. 12, 2026

Deconstruction: A Trauma-Informed, Integrative and First-Hand Perspective

Episode 162 Welcome to my first episode of 2026! After a six-week break, I'm returning with greater clarity and readiness to share about a topic I've been living through: deconstruction. In this episode, I'm opening up about my personal journey through deconstruction—not as an outside observer, but…